But without faith it is impossible to please him…
Hebrews 11:6
The very first time I was confronted with faith in my new found faith, I didn’t have a clue!
I was twenty-eight years old, and maturity-wise, a baby Christian. I was busy planning my October wedding in August of 1984, when my mother was diagnosed with terminal cancer. She was given two weeks to live and my whole world was turned upside down.
I had faith in God that was not the problem. I didn’t know how to apply my faith. I knew He would hear me when I prayed, but what should I pray for; what was I allowed to pray for? Could I ask Him to heal her or must I pray exclusively for His will?
For we walk by faith not by sight.
2 Corinthian 5:7
I was raised Catholic. We weren’t expected to read the Bible; we were expected to listen to the priest read the Bible and then listen as he gave his sermon, his take on what he read. I believed in God, but I was scared of God. I pictured Him ready to throw lightning bolts when I sinned, and if I didn’t get a jolt, I guessed I just hadn’t sinned badly enough yet. I can remember not wanting to waste prayers on the little things, because I knew I was going to need them for much bigger things. I just hadn’t realized how big.
I did know what faith was, because my mother lived her faith. Somehow my mother got through all of the ritual and liturgy and works and believed in His love for us through Jesus Christ.
So when I became a Christian, I knew there was no more “middle man;” having to confess to a priest instead of straight to the Lord. There was no more “holding cell;” a place called purgatory for those who died with sin on their soul. And I learned that I could pray for anything, it didn’t matter what size the request.
But when my mother was given a few short weeks to live, I didn’t know enough about my faith to know what to pray for. In the end, I prayed for a miracle because I knew now that there were no lightning bolts, even if it was the wrong thing to pray for.
There was no miracle healing, but I believe my faith grew by leaps and bounds because I didn’t need to question Him anymore; I got my first lesson in trusting Him, that “without faith it is impossible to please him.”
Fast forward twenty years. It is 2004, and I had been driven to the Lord so many times and in so many ways over the years, that after each trial, I could see how a little more faith would have made many of the processes of growing a little less painful. I began to understand that because of the way I am, He had to use hard situations in my life to teach me to keep Him close and to stay in His Word.
And I finally understood the depth of faith God wants when l got my own diagnosis of cancer.
Oh, I was scared, but I knew that I had to trust Him with my life. I knew it was OK to ask for that miracle, because I had faith my God could do miracles! And I knew that others, with the same faith, were asking Him for the same miracle. I knew it was OK to be scared and to fear the unknown because I had faith that my God knew everything and nothing was taking Him by surprise. There were still times when I didn’t know exactly what to pray for or even how to pray, as when my mother was sick, but I knew God knew my heart anyway and was listening to the prayers of others when I couldn’t.
Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. Hebrews 11:1
So, here I am seven years later and cancer free, only able to explain one-thousandth of the ways God has been faithful to me, wishing I could word it better or explain it better because it sounds so…not enough. My husband and I have really learned that without faith it is impossible to please Him, and I know now that I really want to please Him!
Mary Moore has been an avid student of the Regency era since the 1970s and is a member of the American Christian Fiction Writers' historic fiction community as well as a member of Faith, Hope, and Love and Beau Monde chapters of the RWA. She has been writing historical fiction for over fifteen years. Mary had to put her writing on hold due to some health issues, including a bout with breast cancer. She is now even more excited about her writing as she incorporates her struggles throughout her books, dedicated to encouraging others in the Lord and using her talent to His glory. A native of the Washington D.C. area, Mary and her husband now live in the beautiful Blue Ridge Mountains of southwest Virginia, with their black lab, Darcy. When not writing, Mary enjoys time with her husband, watching romantic movies, reading, and weekend getaways. Mary would love to hear from you. You can reach her by visiting her website here and on Facebook.
Mary's first novel, The Aristocrat's Lady, is now in stores. Here's a peek:
An Unexpected Encounter...
Mary Moore has been an avid student of the Regency era since the 1970s and is a member of the American Christian Fiction Writers' historic fiction community as well as a member of Faith, Hope, and Love and Beau Monde chapters of the RWA. She has been writing historical fiction for over fifteen years. Mary had to put her writing on hold due to some health issues, including a bout with breast cancer. She is now even more excited about her writing as she incorporates her struggles throughout her books, dedicated to encouraging others in the Lord and using her talent to His glory. A native of the Washington D.C. area, Mary and her husband now live in the beautiful Blue Ridge Mountains of southwest Virginia, with their black lab, Darcy. When not writing, Mary enjoys time with her husband, watching romantic movies, reading, and weekend getaways. Mary would love to hear from you. You can reach her by visiting her website here and on Facebook.
Mary's first novel, The Aristocrat's Lady, is now in stores. Here's a peek:
An Unexpected Encounter...
For a few moments on a moonlit balcony, Nicole Beaumont was just a beautiful woman catching the eye of the handsome Lord Devlin—but she knew the illusion couldn't last. If the enigmatic aristocrat knew her secret, he'd realize that her disability left her unfit for love. So who could blame her for hiding the truth a little longer?
Devlin had never met a woman like Nicole. Her unique combination of innocence and wisdom left him utterly intrigued. Yet what was she hiding? For a man who did not trust easily, discovering her secret was devastating. Overcoming their pasts and forging a future would take faith, forgiveness and trust. And second chances could lead to new beginnings…
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