Laurie Alice Eakes, Faith, and Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
Kira Nerys had a terrible life. To be more accurate, I should say that she will have a terrible life, as she isn’t born for another three hundred years or so. She isn’t even human. She’s a Bajoran, from the planet of Bajor.
About three years ago, when my husband and I found that carving out two hours for a movie wasn’t working very often with his law school schedule, we started putting TV shows into our Netflix queue. We could manage 45 minutes or so for an episode, and he chose to start me on a TV series that had been completely off of my radar—Deep Space Nine.
Apparently, DS9 was off a lot of people’s radar, though I don’t know why. This series has some of the best story crafting I’ve ever seen in television, movies, or even books. I could use episodes to teach writing courses.
But back to Kira. That’s Major (and in the last season, Colonel) Kira, as the Bajorans use the family name first. She is an attractive, smart, and self-confident humanoid female, who, as one character puts it succinctly, never doubts herself. One would think that Maj. Kira grew up in a comfortable, secure family.
She didn’t. She grew up in a refugee camp and joined the resistance movement at a very young age. She planned and executed attacks on her enemies when she should have been going to proms, if future young females go to the prom. Her planet had been taken over by a race called the Cardassians, who were pretty nasty. OK, they were downright vicious, cruel, and probably learned a few things about treating the conquered from Hitler’s concentration camps and then improved upon the techniques. Kira faced death every day of her life. She watched loved ones and friends die. When the occupation ended, thanks to the Federation, she still faced—faces—death daily, as the world isn’t all love and peace. No, new enemies have appeared.
But this isn’t a synopsis of the seven season long TV series. You can watch it for yourself (click here or here). It’s worth the first couple of seasons that have some clunkers and bad acting, as it just gets better.
This is about Kira and life and what I have learned about mine from watching her.
Kira is a victim. She suffers through no fault of her own—most of the time. Most of us can’t even imagine living such a terrible life and not coming out so emotionally scarred we are useless. Yet I believe if anyone called Kira a victim, that person would find himself picking himself up off the floor after she knocked him down for being so insulting.
Because Kira doesn’t play the role of a victim. She plays the role of a heroine. She doesn’t let any of the terrible things that happen to her, from losing her family, to losing the first man she loves, to friends and colleagues, to the life she should have had, keep her from going forward and achieving what she wants—peace, security, and prosperity for her people.
Kira isn’t perfect. She is often bitter. She really detests Cardassians, and she can sometimes be judgmental. Like in the the episode Return to Grace...
Ziyal: When I look at my father, I have a hard time seeing a murder.
Kira: And when I look at him, I have a hard time seeing anything else.
And in Purgatory's Shadow...
Dukat: "The man is a heartless, cold-blooded killer."
Kira: "Like I said, he's a Cardassian."
Yet she learns. She learns not all Cardassians are evil, some were courageous and honorable. She learns love comes in many forms. She learns sometimes a person has to give up a fight to win.
I could probably stop right there and you all would figure out what I’m saying. But because Gina gave me a lot more of a word count, I’ll use it.
Life isn’t easy for most of us. I don’t have a dramatic and heart-rending story like Wenda’s beautiful true tale she shared weeks ago that still makes me cry when I think about it. Yet I have had some bad things happen to me, things that others would say make me a victim, from getting into an abusive relationship with no way out for far too long, to contracting uncontrollable glaucoma, to losing my best friend to a brain tumor when I needed her most. And we won’t even get into the issues of longing to be a published author. I’ve shared my nightmare story about my first agent at www.jessicanelson7590.blogspot.com so won’t go into that again. Let us suffice it to say here that she told me I had no talent and should give up, that my latest idea wouldn’t sell.
She was wrong. It did sell and won the National Reader’s Choice Award for best Regency that year. Meh!
OK, I’ll stop being childish and get back to serious business.
Many times, if we imagine Kira’s life before the Federation came in to help, I’ll bet she was told she couldn’t do what she finally did. It happens to her during the show, too. Circumstances and naysayers try to hold her back—and fail. Kira keeps going in the direction to which she feels led.
Because of her faith.
A little tidbit I haven’t yet mentioned is that Kira has a deep faith. The writers of Deep Space Nine gave the Bajorans a religion that is deeply spiritual and mystical. Faith in “The Prophets” keeps her going when doing so seems impossible. It sustains her through heartache and gives her joy.
"That's the thing about faith. If you don't have it, you can't understand it. And if you do, no explanation is necessary." ~Major Kira Nerys, Accession
If Kira didn’t have this faith, I doubt she would have the strength and self-assurance that she demonstrates during the series and in flashbacks to her previous life. She even says so when someone asks her, in an episode where the word Faith is in the title.
When I was going through the worst times in my life, I didn’t have faith. I had left God behind for various reasons that led me down a victim mentality path. Through God’s grace and many prayers for me, I have no doubt, I found my faith and began the climb out of the pit. The less I let what others thought, said, did hold me back, the further along I advanced. As Kira has the strength to carry out seemingly impossible missions with the strength and reassurance that “The Prophets” are with her, so I began to realize that God loved me, was with me, and had an absolute purpose for my life.
Although I would like to, I can’t say that I have Kira’s absolute self-assurance or even her depth of complete trust in God—God as she sees Him. Yet little by little, step by step, God has sustained me, bringing me forward and closer to Him.
A year ago, when I daily cried out to Him: “If you don’t want me to be a writer after all, then please show me what you do want me to do,” tested my belief in His plan for my life. I thought I’d been given the green light when I sold my first two books and won the National Readers Choice Award. But twenty months passed with not merely rejections, but a couple of ones that could have shoved me into the victim category, they were so…unpleasant. I heard that former agent telling me I had no talent and couldn’t write.
But I kept asking, praying, and believing that God had…something for me.
And He did. My agent—the good one--called me on October 28, 2008, nineteen months and eleven days past the last time she’d given me “the call” to tell me that JoAnne Simmons at Barbour wanted my New Jersey historical series. The fun part is that I was in New Jersey at the time. In April she called to tell me that Faith Black, formerly at Avalon, wanted my four-book series and that Revell was taking another book to committee and, by the way, could I change a few things in my Regency series for submission to Revell…
By July, I had sold eleven books, three to Barbour, four to Avalon, and four to Revell.
Although I’m not fighting horrors like the Jem H’dar, as Kira has to do, or even dealing with intergalactic politics, as she is often compelled to do, I have found myself in a maze of deadlines, promotions, and edits, living in a city that often feels like a foreign country to me. Like Kira, I’d rather be a winner, not a victim, sustained by my faith.
Award-winning author Laurie Alice Eakes does not remember a time when books did not play a part in her life; thus, no one was surprised when she decided to be a writer. She is an active member of RWA and ACFW, and started the Avalon Authors group blog. A graduate of the Seton Hill University Master of Arts Degree in Writing Popular Fiction, And a Bachelor of Arts graduate in English and French from Asbury College, she is an experienced speaker, and has made presentations at local and national RWA conferences, as well as local universities and libraries.
Until recently, she lived in Northern Virginia, then her husband’s law career took them and their dogs and cats, to Southern Texas, where she writes full-time and enjoys the beach whenever possible.
Check out her blog, Seize the Chance.
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